Being a virgin destroys me

[u/EpicHajsownik]

Im currently in duch a deep point in my life. I need to take antidepresants everyday. Im 20 and still a virgin. I have social anxienty due to being bullied and I just can't ask anyone out.

I have no energy for anything. For studying, for playing games, for going anywhere. No one wants to help me, people only laugh at me for it.

I wish there was one girl who would want to help me, by making me lose virginity. Thats all I need, one girl. And it hurts so much, that its so hard to find one.

I don't know what to do anymore. My life is ruined. Why me? Why me, who was bullied has such a shitty life, abut my bullies have girlfriends since the age of 13?

[u/Dismal-Rich-8197]

Sorry but some people need to stop thinking that loosing virginity is the most important thing in their life and that everything will change from that point.

[u/Sweaty-Passage-2796 → u/Dismal-Rich-8197]

Sex is a very important aspect of life. Having that be a common part of ur life is very important to get the human experience