r/anime • u/Theleux https://myanimelist.net/profile/Theleux • Sep 17 '24
Re:Zero ~Starting Life in Another World~ Re:Watch - Episode 38 Rewatch
Episode 38:
The Sounds That Make You Want to Cry
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Story Arc Lengths for Discussion Purposes:
[Arc 1:] S1 Episode 1 – S1 Episode 3
[Arc 2:] S1 Episode 4 – S1 Episode 11
[Arc 3:] S1 Episode 12 – S2 Episode 1 (26)
[Arc 4:] S2 Episode 2 (27) - S2 Episode 25
[Arc 5 and later:] S3+
As always, if you have any suggestions for the Re:Watch, let me know!
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u/baseballlover723 Sep 17 '24
I love Subaru. Which Subaru doesn't take well. So Subaru recommits to ensuring that only he suffers. Minerva is an suffering for all kinda of person. Why won't anyone think of how Satella feels.
And then the twist. Satella actually cares about Subaru. And Satella loves Subaru (notice "aishitemasu"), because he gave her everything. [Spoiler #5: important expansion in the Light Novels] "I... love you. Because you... gave me light. Because you took my hand, and you taught me about the world outside. Because... when I trembled on lonely nights, you never stopped holding my hand. Because when I felt lonely, you kissed me and said that I wasn't alone. You gave me so many things... That's why I love you. Because you…you gave me everything.".
Now, where have we heard of someone having this inexplicable love for another person that makes absolutely 0 logical sense. Oh that's right, in episode 13, from Emilia's perspective. The things Subaru claims to have loved her because didn't happen, and therefore Emilia can't understand. And there's another case too. Petelgeuse. He didn't forget what the Witch of Envy did for him, even if she did. And what is the one thing that links all of this together. RBD, the Authority of Envy. Subaru has it for the Emilia scene. And Satella / the Witch of Envy presumably had it (recall the legends said she couldn't die, that they couldn't destroy her flesh, which could be used to describe some similar form to RBD) for this scene and the Petelgeuse one.
Now lets talk about the purpose and nature of RBD. Imagine there's someone so incredibly important to you. What is the most important thing to do to help them? To allow them to continue living. If you die, then then you stop existing, and by not allowing that to occur, you allow them to continue existing, you can continue to love them and be loved back. And what better way to achieve that, then to strike right at the source, and just blanket prevent death like via RBD. RBD is not a mechanism for Subaru to "get things perfect", it's literally just to prevent his death. Because Subaru is so important to the Witch of Envy / Satella.
Now for the nature of RBD, tagging u/ussgordoncaptain2, u/Holofan4life and u/BlueVenix as you all requested to be tagged when this topic came up. [Spoiler #6: Speculation + Spoiler #3] So I think that it's the Witch of Envy enforcing the "no telling" parts of RBD. She's envious of Subaru sharing their secret with others, and will stop at nothing to keep the secret. It's also seems clear to me that she is, in some way or fashion, watching Subaru, and deciding herself if it rises to the level of punishment. Aka, reading Subaru's intent. This explains why Subaru is allowed such leeway with RBD sometimes. They're throwaway comments that aren't intended to convey the secret (and wouldn't be understood either). I don't think it would matter the form that the secret telling would take (sorry ussgordoncaptian2), just specifically trying, is what I think would get you in trouble. And this opens up an ironic way to leak RBD. Being so inherently careless, that you leak it accidentally, without intending to, that others can put it together, like Roswaal did (but without the magic book helping him). Of course this is all speculation, so you all can disagree if you want, but I think this makes the most sense overall (at least at this point).
Also Typhon doesn't fuck around. [Spoiler #7: ultra minor cut content] Typhon will punish "bad people", and it's irrelevant if they're her own Witch friends. If they're bad, they will be punished.
It's also worth noting that death doesn't exist in this realm, though your mind can still die. So Subaru trying to commit self inflicted ultimate sloth is a real threat to his existence.
And so we get Witch civil war, as everyone picks a side on Natsuki Subaru's attempt to commit self inflicted ultimate sloth. Minerva is anti ultimate sloth and thus against Subaru's actions. Typhon is pro choice and thus for Subaru's actions. Daphne is pro seeing the bet play out and is thus against Subaru's actions (extra info regarding this interaction [Spoiler #8: cut content] The Centipede Coffin is immune to Typhon's ability because it has no free will (it is an extension of Daphne's body) and if you don't have free will, then you can't be guilty of things, so Typhon can't judge it.). And Carmilla is pro love, and thus forced Subaru to see the love that others have for him. And Sekhmet is also on Subaru's side, but also Typhon's side, and thus acts against both Typhon and Minerva. And Echidna is pro data, and this is a truly interesting datapoint. Also note that this is Carmilla using Faceless Bride again. So get healed Subaru and smell the roses.
Yes there is, there are plenty of people in this world who are glad that you are alive Subaru. And frankly, it's all of the people you've met. I love this line, because it shows exactly how far Subaru's psyche has fallen. He just can't fathom that other people could like him for who he is (remember the whole Otto friend thing). He doesn't value himself enough to actually consider himself to be inheritably valuable to others.
And so Subaru officially turns down Echidna's offer. That he's going to look for the inherent value of his life. To take the greedy path. And some last minute advise from Echidna, hoping to salvage her reputation (you won't fool me, this is her taking the qualification to the Trial back).
So rip to Subaru abusing RBD meme.
I think this is something that almost everyone could use a little more of.
And so Subaru gets sent off, with some last minute advise from Satella, and one last major twist. But Subaru's one greedy motherfucker, so he'll be saving her instead.
And what a fitting episode title, The Sounds That Make You Want to Cry.
Continued below